wha?¿ huh?

My mom will be here tomorrow!!! that is very happy. and the kids will be back in four days, thats very happy too. i have been missing them like crazy. its kind of depressing when there are no kids around. I havnt had much to say lately. there just really hasnt been much on my mind. Pretty much just worries about what im supposed to do next. i dont want to do just whatever sounds like the most intelligent thing to do. "there is a way that seems right to the heart of man, but the end thereof is death." . i guess right now i just need to learn to live day to day Christ-ianity.